I'm just naive to think that a person like me can make her love me.

I'm just naive to think that everything will go as plan.

I'm just naive to think that I have hope to make her like me.

I'm just naive to think that she will eventually like me.

I'm just naive to think that she act like that because she likes me.

I'm just naive to think that everything will be fine.

I'm just a fool who will always try, to make her SMILE, happy and sacrifice myself just for her sake.

Am I naive for over reacting? Or will i be more naive if I think positive about the situation.

God, help me. Please, protect her from harm, please make her happy. Please give her a good guy who will love her forever. Please give her a bright future. AMIN.

I think there is not many especially men like to talk about his love life or his crush with public. But I want to talk about it. As a way to divert the bad energy that may come from trying to be near her, some jealousy that creep when someone else try to be near her, or having the same intention as me.

Actually, I have approach her once, and detecting a signal that maybe she have the same feeling that I have towards me but thats proven as a false signal. She still have some feeling towards her ex and juz think of me as her brother. Boy, that really hurt me, because I am not someone who is not serious towards any relationship. If I really like her, I really do and hope that the relationship last forever.

The feeling die down a bit but not completely and it rejuvenate again when I started working at MPH. Seeing her make 1-on-1 is something new to me as I never seen her face-to-face before. Luckily, I did and it juz make the feeling stronger. We started chatting back and I see her a lot during working hour and if I did not see her, I will feel 'kosong'. Anyway, I started calling her, maybe 2-3 times already but sumtimes, he juz reject the call or not taking it. Maybe she is busy or something.

Well, thats it for now. My heart felt as the weight has been lifted and maybe if I have some rambling again, I will post.

MBZ

Many wondering what type of job that I do in MPH. What I do is mostly office job such as receiving the stock, processing the stock, and make the stock ready for display. Usually, the stock that I process is book as the stationary and magazine is being processed by my fren, Ruzaini a.k.a Yasin, Abg Ijam and my bro, Danial.

Right now, I have understand my job and the importance to make the job to finish quickly. The receiving part is the easiest one as it only involve putting the book into the MPH database. The hardest (not that hard but 'leceh') part is to price the stock with the MPH label. But if you know the right technique, it will become easier in the long run. And then, the book is ready for display by the people in front.

Teh-O Ice

I am one of the proud member of Komuniti Teh-O Ice that has been founded by my fren, Yasin, Halley, and Marzuki and I act as Naib Presiden for the Komuniti. Actually, the group has not yet registered but we have created a group in Facebook.

Someone

Love is in the air, or should I say, MY love is in the air. I like this girl which I have known for at least a year via a popular social site. I have been in touch with her and also have on and off feeling towards her. Have some mini failure to get her but I won't give up, not yet. Just adjusted my strategy so that the feeling will be mutual. Any tips??

MBZ

Celebrating Earth Hour in Putrajaya is very satisfying. Putrajaya at night usually filled with lights everywhere. The government building such as JPM, Ministry of Finance (MoF), Palace of Justice (PoJ) is illuminated with as many light as possible. But not today.

It is really satisfying that the government took part in today Earth Hour. There a lot of people who want to enjoy the 'darkness' in Putrajaya as it is rarely dark here. It last about an hour from 8.30 till 9.30.

BUT

My main concern is why the house of the new UMNO President, our TPM and soon to be PM did not close the light. If you are familiar with the TPM house near the Taman Warisan in P16, you will notice that the light are bright as ever and even been decorated with Bollywood light (hint - Rosmah). At least make sure the people who take care of the house close half of the lamp that are illuminate which waste the electricity so much. Our near-in-the-future-PM should lead the way for the people to stop wasting any electricity. Hopefully, when they migrating to PM official resident, they stop wasting money and electricity to install any fancy lighting just to satisfy one needs.